# 387

1. S/T (Faust) *3*
2. Chopping Down The Family Tree (My Dad Is Dead)
3. Kill 'Em All (Metallica)
4. Dethalbum 'Expanded' (Dethklok) *2*

# 386

1. S/T (The Mekons)
2. Closing In (Early Man)
3. Live @ The Hurrah (Young Marble Giants)
4. Gatefold (Orchid) *18*

# 385

1. Dethalbum 'Expanded' (Dethklok)
2. The Feast (Book Of Black Earth)
3. Room To Think 'EP' (Swell)
4. Dopethrone (Electric Wizard)

Give me a Mindy.....

My pay raised $.89 cents, and I'm a "Medicare Benefits Specialist" (Tier 2). We had to pass two tests- one on the tier 2 thing by a score of 92% or greater. I got a 98%. The second one was a phone certification thing. We had to pass two calls in a row in order to officially become a "Tier 2".
Yay! First time in my whole working life that I've actually gotten promoted..
I need to freaking celebrate. Fuck. But I'm moving tomorrow ><>

# 384

1. The Aeroplane Over The Sea (Neutral Milk Hotel) *3*
2. Plaster Hounds (Chromatics) *5*
3. My Life In The Bush Of Ghosts (Brian Eno & David Byrne) *3*
4. The Embassy Tapes (The Nation Of Ulysses) *3*
5. Gatefold (Orchid) *17*

# 383

1. S/T (Kalas) *3*
2. Grave Blockers 'EP' (Ohsees) *2*

# 382

1. Sgt. Pepper's Lonely Hearts Club Band (The Beatles)
2. Trigger Cut 'EP' (Pavement)

# 381

1. Let's Stay Friends (Les Savy Fav)
2. Use Your Illusion 2 (Guns N' Roses)
3. S/T 'EP' (Early Man)

# 380

1. Piper At The Gates Of Dawn 'Mono' (Pink Floyd) *2*
2. Sugar*hit Sharp 'EP' (Pussy Galore) *3*
3. We Are Electrocution (Le Shok) *5*
4. S/T (Velvet Underground) *2*

# 379

1. Ride The Fader (Chavez) *6*
2. The Heinrich Maneuver 'Single' (Interpol) *4*
3. Brighten The Corners (Pavement) *3*
4. S/T (New York Dolls) *2*

# 378

1. S/T (Highwaymen) *2*
2. GSL Lab Remix Volume 3 (Convocation Of..) *2*
3. Maniac On The Floor (Doomsday:1999) *29*
4. A Senile Animal (Melvins) *3*

Mindy, I luv u!!

A Ghost Current mood: blah
Category: Dreams and the Supernatural

Last night I slept like 11, 12 hours or something like that. I had a dream about what was going to happen in the future with Tom and how well we are going to do. Everything was like old times: having tons of fun at the Tolleson house.Laughin, cuddling, taking shots, etc. But there was one thing that I noticed- Tom was wearing a wedding band and so was I. It was crazyness. Like I guess we had only been married for a couple of weeks or so. But it was great. I don't remember being so happy before! Normally when I dream, I have precognitive dreams which means most of my dreams actually come true. I can see the future in my dreams. The dreams that are not so real- they just tell a story of how I'm feeling and what's to come. Not that I'm saying I'm gonna like provoke NYC or anything like that -- which I won't do. :) That was a mini dream... Anyway to the real dream which was not realistic at all but it was still fun. I had a dream that I was a 15 year old red headed girl that had died but everyone thought was still alive. When I walked on the sidewalks of NYC I looked like an actual real person but whenever I would fly, I would become more ghost like and sort of invisible. There was something definetly wrong with my character in this dream because I'm not the type to commit any sort of crimes. I was able to hold onto objects and I was going through different restaraunts, libraries and little boutiques and shooting above people's heads not to hurt them at all but to really mess up the glass. I had the feds from all over hunting me down, trying to catch me and arrest me. I had about 10 guys in suits running after me in the Bronx. I climed this tree and they started shooting at me but it wasn't working. The gunshots were going through me and into people's cars, on that tree, and buildings. After about 4 days of commiting all these crimes, I had accidentally shot this guy in the head because of bad aim at the window. When I would shoot my 45, I would shoot above people's heads and try to not injure anyone;but only the windows. I finally came down and I had some kind of fairy type wings. I started talking to them and they were kind of freaked out and asked what are you and what are you doing here? I was like, "I'm a ghost, and I'm here to provoke your city. You can't kill me because I'm already dead. When I was alive and 15 years old, I was jaywalking across 6th street and Broadway. A man in an old beamer hit me with his car and then the passenger in his car took his gun and shot me, then they ran over me." "Is that why you're so messed up in the head?" They asked. I go,"Yes, because they put certain things into my mind where I'm trying to get back at them and I haven't been able to find the real killers yet." They let me go and I flew up to the top of a sky scraper. They haven't seen me since.

# 377

1. Dead Rhythm (Triumph Of Lethargy Skinned Alive To Death) *2*
2. Spiderland (Slint) *2*
3. Pro Forma (Mocket) *2*

# 376

1. Anodyne (Uncle Tupelo) *2*
2. The Village Green Preservation Society (The Kinks) *2*
3. Jerusalem (Sleep) *3*



Ron

RIP

# 375

1. The First Imaginary Symphony For Nomad (The Music Tapes) *2*
2. Live @ The Academy NYC 12/4/92 (Television)

# 374

1. And Justice For All (Metallica)
2. Satanic Panic In The Attic (Of Montreal)
3. The Life Pursuit (Belle & Sebastian)

# 373

1. Teenage Jesus & The Jerks (Lydia Lunch)
2. Use Your Illusion 1 (Guns N' Roses)
3. 23 (Blonde Redhead)
3. Robespierre's Velvet Basement (Jacobites)

Mindy, WOW!

Dream Panic

[Aug. 8th, 2007|11:21 am]

Last night I had a dream that I went online and found out either on an IM from Yahoo or some kind of text from Tom denying that we ever dated, slept together or that he had ever loved me. I just remember the message popping up on the screen with a black background, white font in Verdana or Times New Roman. I think when this happened I was actually staying in the Vonzeles' tour trailer, and no one was awake except for me. I actually believed this and woke up having a panic attack. I was sweating, breathing heavily and my palms were sweating. I was freaked out because I love him. I went back to sleep and picked up where I left off. Man I was so dsappointed and upset. I was in Sturgis in their trailer on Alex's laptop cuz I definetly do not have one. Tom had heard me breathing heavily and I started to cry. He woke up and asked me what was wrong. I go,"So when did you start denying that we were ever together?" He goes,"Never baby," and put his hand on my shoulder as he watches the computer screen. I am almost in tears writing this on my piece of paper. Most of me wanted to believe that it was not true and there was still a part of me that thought it was real. My eyes started watering, my hands started sweating and my heart beat is kinda racing. It's a scary feeling when you think that someone you really love doesn't love you. That was just a dream and I know he loves me. :) So anyway I remember flying there and taking a cap to their location. The cab cost was $22.50 the approximate balance for my bank account. LoL. As he was patting my shoulder, he gave me a kiss on the cheek and told me to turn around. Then Tom says,"Don't believe everything you see on that computer. It's not real. Show me that message." So I showed him and he was like,"I never wrote that. Someone just put it up there to make you upset. It may be a virus." I go, "Are you sure? Shall we do a virus scan?" He's like,"Yeah, let's do it!" So I scanned Alex's computer for viruses. We found three. One was "Denial.trojan"; Second one was,"He Doesn't love You.trojan" and the last one was called,"Yourealone.trojan" We researched it online and just as we suspected, we saw screen shots all refering to what had happened on Alex's computer. They were all mixed up together to IM me on yahoo, show the black screen and make me go into tears. Apparently there were tons of other people in the US and China affected by this. He was like,"I love you and we're together now, so don't worry about it." He and I had a nice long tight hug and a kiss. That was really comforting. I let Alex's computer go on a screen saver and Tom & I went back to bed. It was 3:30 am. By 7:30 am, the sun came up and woke me along with Stan up. We started chattin in the kitchen area and everyone else had woken up. Alex started making breakfast. He made sunny side up eggs and bacon. I found Terri had stayed with them as well. 4 people waking around in a travel trailer is not fun. lol. I didn't have bacon with my eggs because I don't like pork. Anyway that Saturday which was the day that we had breakfast, we headed out to see the events at Sturgis. At around noon, I was in a bikini contest. My image was totally different on stage than what I really looked like. The only same feature was my face, and my height. I had stringy bleach blonde hair, a fake tan, fake nails and looked like I was on steroids. I also had to make up for the boobs by implanting some into my body. I got 3rd place. After going down the stairs, and into the dressing room, I walked out to greet Tom again and I was normal. That was really starange. The place seemed like a huge fair because they had those silly games where you throw ping pong balls into the fish bowls and win a fish. But in this event, there were no fishes. Just fish bowls. You would win a stuffed toy (the size depending on the difficulty you played.) Tom won a huge dolphin. He decided to give it to me. It looked exactly like the toy Erin has out for her dog but enlarge that into a 3 1/2 foot dolphin. Then we went over and I played a game. I threw a basketball into a basket and won a prize. It was a huge goldfish with huge lips and a Mariner's baseball ha. I gave that one to Tom. It was about the same size as the dolphin. lol. We went out to the van and put the prizes on top of the musical equipment. Later on they closed the show for velvet revolver and there were tons of screaming fans. Vonzeles "Wowed" the croud and won a prize as well. Velvet Revolver picked them to go on tour starting in Mid-October. That tour would last approximately 6 months. After the show, we all celebrated and went into a local saloon and passed out in the trailer. I woke up with Tom and Alex was driving the van. We had slept so much that we were already in Colorado. That's what we get for sleep deprivation. :) It was two days later by the way. Crystal showed up in Colorado Springs and Stan & Crys were happy to see eachother. That night we all went to the movies and saw "Futurama" and "The X Files". They played a couple more shows and I ended up flying home because I had to be to work by Monday.